Sleep deprivation isn't cute. The inability to function to the best of my abilities was unfortunately one the side effects that came with it. I experienced various episodes that included the word 'can't'. Obviously it was the sleep talk kicking in. However, it didn't stop me from mentally and physically telling myself that I wasn't capable of doing anything right. I feel like we really underestimate the power of words. I Consistently fed my thoughts with incapabilities, which turned my actions into 'I can't', and then I actually couldn't do anything. I had to remind myself that regardless of every strop, cry, doubt and fear, I didn't get to where I am today with can't. I arrived at this destination with 'I can'.